This summer
Not quite so sure how I feel about this summer. At cuse I was living life and constantly doing something and being with people. I feel like I am just going through the motions at home. I mean my internship is incredible, but I feel like my life is over already. I always wanted to commute to the city and now that I have it, idk how I feel about it, I just don’t know what’s next. School is all I knew and all I planned for was college, now I have so many options and I don’t know where to begin. I wish I lived more in the now rather than always worrying about what’s next. But this world is so fast paced: I wish I could relive last semester over and over again. I was so happy. I am happy now, but a different kind of happy, like a satisfied. But I don’t want to just be satisfied, I need my next step, to live each day and love like it’s my last. I’m rambling idk but I’m struggling with what’s next
